Born To Love You

Title: The first Webcam Sex Chat (You & Me-Series)
Author: soulmatejunkee 
Fandom: Queer as Folk US
Pairing: Brian/Justin
Timeline: Post 5.13; POV's  
Word Count: 898 (Oneshot)
Disclaimer: I don’t own anything. It’s all CowLip and Showtime.
Beta: mander3_swish - thank you so much!

Life goes one... Enjoy!

As always: Every comment is welcome. I Love to read what you think. Thanks!

1. Listen to me
2. Trust me
3. Babylon Part 1 | Part 2
4. Find a way Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4
5. ...remember what's missing?
6. The Party
7. Thanksgiving 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10
8. 1 wedding, 4 rings... 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 | 11 | 12
9. The first Webcam Sex Chat



Justin's POV

I laughed. I couldn’t help it. Thank god I wasn’t in Pittsburgh right beside him in that moment, he would’ve killed me. On the other hand, if I would’ve been there, this never would have happened.

Well, the fit of laughter had made my dick soft again, which normally wasn’t a good thing, but in that moment it was the best thing that could’ve happened.

“Stop laughing,” he said.

I expected him to shut down the connection. I admit it wasn’t very nice to laugh, and I really didn’t want to, but it just happened.

“I’m sorry!” I yipped, tears of laughter running down my cheeks. “It’s... I can’t... you...”

I hadn’t laughed when it had happened. I was surprised, but I didn’t laugh. But there was no stopping when he started to yell and swear. I could imagine men becoming angry about it, but I couldn’t imagine them yelling and swearing at their dick.

“I mean it!” he warned me.

I turned away from the camera so that he couldn’t see my face anymore. “O my god!”

“It’s not that funny, it can happen.”

Actually it had never happened to him before, at least not with me and not during phone sex. If I had known that webcam sex could have such an effect on his erection I would’ve gotten them much sooner!

“I’m not laughing because it happened.” I was really close to getting the hiccups. I tried to calm down, taking deep breaths, and I looked back at the camera again. He was still lying on his bed, just as I was lying on mine. “It’s sort of a compliment that it happened. I just...” I laughed again and there it was - the hiccup. “You yelled at it!”

“I’m turning the connection off if you don’t stop laughing!”

I stopped. I tried. The hiccups were still there and I really wanted to kiss him; it was just too cute, even though he totally disagreed. I rested my head on my arm and looked at him. The cameras were really great. It was almost as if he was really there, right beside me. “It doesn’t matter.”

Like I said, we totally disagreed. “Of course it mattered! This is the part of our relationship where I’m supposed to be the better one!”

“Okay, that was not really a compliment.”

“You know what I mean.” He was really upset about it.

“You’re really tense for someone who just had an overwhelming orgasm.”

“Not funny.” Really upset.

I rolled my eyes and sighed. “It’s okay. God...”

“15 seconds isn’t okay.”

“So, I guess you really miss me, hmmm?” I had only been back in New York for 2 days and since my first day at work on Monday was really stressful, we hadn’t used the webcam that day. I couldn’t wait until Friday. I really liked this new arrangement.

He calmed down and turned onto his side as well. It was so good to see his face. He couldn’t lie to me about his feelings when I could see him. That was one of the reasons for the webcam-idea. Obviously, he had lied to me often when I had asked him if everything was okay in the past, and now he couldn’t anymore.

“How was today? Better?” he asked.

“Way better. Kinda cool. You were right about Zack. He’s pretty cool. I told him about the program I was working with and why I had to work with it. He offered to keep an eye out for a similar program for the animations I’m working on. Is that cool or is that cool?”

He smiled. “That’s pretty cool.”

I was kinda shocked when Zack had told me that I got to work on my own project right from the start. They had a young team; a busy young team. I noticed that he didn’t lie when he told me to ask him for help if I had any questions. And after the first horrible day I was a lot more comfortable at the second day. It was kinda cool to work on something real after all of those months of doing nothing.

“He has a lot of trust in me”, I said.

“So have I.”

Now I smiled, too. “Thanks.”

Okay... phone sex sucked. Just hearing his voice had never been enough, but it was better than nothing. Having a webcam and seeing him - his face, his dick, whatever his was willing to show me - was way better. But fuck... in moments like these, I wanted to touch him.

“This sucks too”, I sighed.

He laughed. “Two days.”

And that was the best part of the arrangement. A week could be very long, but it could also be very short – two days, that wasn’t very long, was it?

“Are you coming to pick me up?” I asked.

“I have an appointment with Leo Brown for dinner. I’ll send you my driver.”

“I can take a cab,” I said.

“I’ll send you my driver. You better not fall asleep until I’m home.”

“Don’t get your willy sucked before you’re home,” I answered.

“My willy?” He laughed and shook his head.

Then we just looked at each other.

“Well then,” he said. “Start stroking your dick. I owe you another 15 seconds.”

“Okay. But... please... don’t yell at mine. He’s a good one.”

God, I loved the webcam!